to: February

February.. can you come faster??

you're not truly happy

Crying in the crowd, you just want to be a transparent colour
You won't ever dream or hurt or be touched anymore
You've already decided, you've already decided
You quietly endure, tightly grasp yesterday in your fist
But the sweeter the memory, the more damage it will cause
And remain in your hand, the thick numbing deep close feeling wears off.

You're not genuinely happy, your smile is just the protective colour that you're wearing
You've decided not to hate, and decided not to love
And leave your soul hanging to your forever locked up body.

This world smiled, and so you smiled together
Pretended that living is a rule, not your choice
And so you hold your tears, floating and stumbling to continue your life.

You're not genuinely happy, your smile is just the protective colour that you're wearing
You have decided not to hate, and decided not to love
And leave your soul hanging to your forever locked up body.
You're not genuinely happy, your wound never want to heal completely
I stood on your left, but it seems like the Milky Way is between us
Don't tell me that we'll have to carry our guilt until old, and then to remorse again.

You're not genuinely happy, your smile is just the protective colour that you're wearing
You have decided not to hate, and decided not to love
And leave your soul hanging to your forever locked up body.

You're not genuinely happy, your wound never want to heal completely
I stood on your left, but it seems like the Milky Way is between us
Don't tell me that we'll have to carry our guilt until old.

You knew the genuine happiness, you should take off the protective colour that you're wearing
Why must I being punished even though I've lost you?
Can you stop all the supporting roles at this moment
And start living all over again